Just came to my "real" home but i feel like it is not my home anymore. Cyprus made a spell on me i guess, and i cannot leave there no matter how bad things happened there, and how lovely times i've had, as well. This time it was different. I would LMAO if someone told me that i am going to live something like that and would fall into really deep.. It was really somethig else; not really my prototype in my mind, but actually is. The reason why few(!) drops are flowing down my eyes is not that i am soulful atm, it is just.. a song and an unknown future for me, that is all i have atm, i have to be able to choose no matter what are the results.. Want to feel real love with me from one whom i really love and whom i want to spend rest of my life with..
I don't want a routine life, i do not want anything if it have to be in order for loong time, but a relationship, in meaning of constant care love and passion. If my passion dies, i no longer live, that is it, as it is my fuel for life... And now i am singing 2 songs.. here are the links to lyrics..

Guns'n Roses- This I love;
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Slash's Snakepit- Beggars & Hangers On:
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see you soon all..